Suicide Methods – With so many methods of suicide, they are a real example of how grotesque human creativity can really be.

Below are some of the more common methods of suicide.

  • Gun Shot

    A gun shot is thought to be the most common and effective way to commit suicide, and accounts for 53.7% of all suicides in the United States.

    The most common target to shoot is through the head to the brain or the heart, at point-blank range. Sometimes an attempt is made to shoot under the chin and through the mouth.

    Shooting is not a fail-safe method. When a the gun shot method is unsuccessful, there is the huge chance of permanent damage to the body or brain.

    If the gun is aimed at the temporal bone (the lower side of the skull), there is a 50% chance of suffering facial nerve damage if the shot is survived.

    Choosing to commit suicide by a gun shot could fail for the following reasons:

    • Poor aim (the heart and brain are more difficult to hit than many people think, as the bullet can pass through the temples without actually hitting the brain, and the heart is protected by the ribcage)
    • Flinching can also cause one to miss the vital body parts needed to end ones life
    • Poor ammunition such as badly manufactured or old bullets can contribute to surviving the gunshot and instead lead to nasty wounding
  • Drug Overdose

    Another very common method of suicide attempts is by consuming large amounts of drugs and alcohol. This is usually attempted by mixing different types of medication together, and ingesting them along with alcohol or illegal drugs to create a deadly combination.

    Despite being a common method of attempted suicide, the method itself is not reliable. Naturally, it depends on the type of drugs one chooses, but the overall success rate of taking a fatal overdose is estimated at less than 2%. Success from drug induced suicide is 40 to 1 against. Usually, attempts at taking a fatal overdose use over-the-counter or prescribed medications, and it is the more common method chosen when suicide is assisted (euthanasia). In the UK, data from the Office for National Statistics for 2001showed that of 1,243 drug related suicides, 28.5% were due to paracetamol and its compounds, and 24.5% were by anti-depressants, making these the top two methods. In the US the story is the same.

    A common drug used for attempted suicides is sleeping tablets. Decades ago barbiturates were prescribed for sleep, it was possible to overdose on them. Although barbiturates can be highly lethal, they are now rarely prescribed, and extremely difficult to obtain. Barbiturates act as central nervous system depressants with effects from mild sedation to total anesthesia. Seconal (Secobarbital) and Nembutal (Pentobarbital) are the two most effective barbiturates for a swift, painless and swift death. Nembutal is currently the drug of choice for human euthanasia.Barbiturates have now largely been replaced by benzodiazepines treating anxiety and insomnia as they less dangerous in overdose.

  • Hanging

    This method of suicide is thought to be 75% effective, and is the main method of choice in places like prison where there are few other options available.

    There are two main methods of hanging:

    1. Short Drop Suspension. Simply the act of using ones body weight to place pressure around the neck, blocking blood flow to the brain and air supply through the windpipe, eventually causing death
    2. Drop Hanging. This is the method of hanging made most popular by historical methods for the capital punishment of convicted criminals. Because this method involves dropping from a height, the force can increase the chances of a fatal neck or spinal break, making the method slightly more effective and potentially faster. However, although considered faster and more effective, the pain is more intense, and it can also cause more severe complications for those who survive
  • Poisoning

    Another common suicide method, poisoning involves consuming a substance not designed for human ingestion. Popular choices are cleaning products, cyanide and industrial fluids. Other harmful substances not made for consumption also classes as poisoning.

    Some poisons such as hydrogen cyanide act faster than other methods, although consumption of toxic plants like the belladonna family in high enough quantities can also prove fatal. Poisonous plants are usually a slower method and cause more pain.

    One of the popular choices of a poisonous chemical, is bleach – a corrosive product that can eat through metal, remove stains, and kill the majority of bacteria.

    Drinking bleach can kill a person if enough is consumed. It begins by erroding the throat, then the stomach, and finally leaks through to other internal organs. This causes unbearable stomach pain, vomiting, and is one of the most painful methods of suicide.

    It has been observed that attempted suicides involving bleach have led people to throw themselves through sheets of glass in an attempt to end the pain faster.

    As a general rule, successful suicide through poisoning is high, usually because if enough poison has been taken to end ones life, the effects are often irreversible, even if a last minute change of mind occurs.

    On occasion, medical workers can reverse the effects of the poison, but the long-term effects are generally very nasty, and may make a persons life seem more miserable than before.

  • Inhaling Carbon Monoxide

    The most popular way of utilizing Carbon Monoxide (CO) inhalation is for a person to enclose themselves within a space with a car. The car’s engine must be running, as this will then fill the space with the poisonous gas CO. People opting to end their life this way should choose an older car, as newer cars are designed to emit much smaller amounts of CO.

    Alternatively, one could buy a tank of CO and attach a valve. Generally this takes around 15 minutes, although if there are exposed wires or light filaments in the proximity, an explosion may be caused – carbon monoxide is highly flammable.

    People who have survived this method of attempted suicide have usually been left with memory loss, psychosis or blindness.

  • Suffocation

    A pet name for a suffocation device is an exit bag. This usually is made up of a plastic bag with a drawstring, and can often be combined with a gas such as nitrogen or helium. The reason for the gas, is to painlessly cause unconsciousness so the discomfort of suffocating is avoided. The suffocation itself is caused by the high levels of carbon dioxide that are breathed back into the bag.

    If a last minute change of mind occurs, there is a very high chance of suffering serious and sometimes permanent brain damage.

    A 2007 study involving right-to-die groups suggested this method of suicide as being the least painful and one of the fastest.

  • Jumping

    This involves jumping from great heights such as building roofs, balconies and cliffs. The result is often highly lethal and effective, however failed attempts can lead to permanent disability through shattered bones in various places, and other horrific injuries.

    Dropping from a height accounts for only 2% of reported US suicides based on a 2005 research project. Hong Kong however, with its high number of sky scrapers, makes jumping the method of choice for 52.1% of suicides (study results 2006).

  • Wrist Slitting

    Also called Exsanguination, this method is often showcased in films for dramatic effect. The most effective method is not to cut across the wrists, but up the forearm. The result when successful will reduce the blood volume and pressure to a fatal level.

    Whilst it is a commonly portrayed method of suicide, it is not effective as hitting the right artery can be harder than it seems. Survivors often have deep scars, damaged tissue and sometimes – for those who are nearly successful and induce a huge level of blood-loss – brain damage.

  • Electrocution

    Another common suicide method, this involves causing arrhythmias of the heart to slow or stop blood flow by invoking a lethal electric shock. This can be achieved by pushing a metal utensil into a plug socket, or dropping a plugged-in appliance into the bathtub whilst in it.

    This method can fail, and when it does results in severe burns and nerve damage.

  • Drowning

    Another of the less common methods of suicide, it accounts for less than 2% of US suicides. To successfully drown a person must submerge themselves in liquid (usually water) to prevent the ability to breathe air, resulting in the lack of oxygen to the brain.

    Popular choices of places to drown are baths, lakes and oceans.

    Before death, the central nervous system begins the involuntary contraction of muscles, creating a jerking and a twitching.

    Failure is usually caused by the bodies natural reaction to surface for air. When unsuccessful, the lack of oxygen to the brain can cause permanent brain damage.

  • Vehicular Impact

    There are many forms of this type of suicide, but the general description involves purposefully placing oneself in the path of an oncoming vehicle. This can include trains and fast moving cars.

    Suicide by train impact is one of the most fatal, with a 90% death rate, but can carry some of the nastiest after effects if the suicide attempt is unsuccessful. These include limb amputations, permanent disability, chronic pain and brain damage.

    It is difficult to judge the percentage of suicides involving car impact, as it is hard to tell which road deaths are accidental and which are deliberate. Success is less than that of train impact, although the effects of unsuccessful attempts can be similar.

  • Pesticide

    Internationally, the consumption of pesticides and weed killers accounts for over 30% of suicides. This makes it one of the most common suicide methods of all.

    In Finland the pesticide Parathion was a particular favourite in the 1950’s, although access to the chemical was restricted. It was quickly replaced by other similar chemicals.

    Death can be very painful and failure can cause life-long effects on the body’s internal organs.

  • Freezing

    The technical name is Hypothermia, and involves a very cold and very slow death.

    The stages of Hypothermia start with mild symptoms graduating through to severe. When freezing to death a person may experience shivering, hallucinations, loss of coordination, a warm sensation, and then death.

    Even after a persons organs have shut down, the brain can still be kept alive through clinical stimulation and medical support.

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236 thoughts on “Suicide Methods: Most Popular Methods to Commit Suicide?

  1. Sam

    I keep thinking about suicide and ways to do it help

    • Josh

      Think about your family and all those who will be affected by it and how much pain and misery you will cause. You can get through it now matter what there is a away and a better future!

      • Nobody

        Sometimes it does not help to think about the family – the pain (no matter which type) is too big and deep.

        • Cheryl

          And often well-deserved on the family’s end.

      • Miranda H.

        I agree, but not all my family members care about me and some of my so called “friends” don’t care about,me. My sister told me not even 10 mins ago to “go kill yourself”

        • Karim

          I know. The only one you can truly trust has and will always be yourself. Right now i have yet to find what is keeping me alive

      • And

        If I do it, they will be sorrow for a while but the will be better (money wise) for all the time that remains for them.
        In some cases, doing it improves the family future.
        A wise writer wrote:
        When I was born, I was crying but everyone else was smiling. Live your life in such way that, at the time of your death, everyone will be crying but you will be smiling

      • George

        Shut the fuck up you useless scum, all your maggot eaten mush brain can do is recycle bullshit you hear from your pedophile school counselor. I hope you and your fucking cum dumpster mother use any of these methods to end your worthless lives.

        • George's Mother

          I’m so proud you made it this far! My little boy spewing senseless hate on the internet to strangers. So glad the abortion failed and you became the eloquent young man you are! Love you honey! <3

      • Do u care??

        All the reasons i may suicide is my family….

    • What dose my name have 2 do with u

      So do I

    • Me

      Don’t do it!

    • No One

      Time for me to try again

    • Adam

      Please, if you ever feel like doing anything talk to someone before you go ahead with it even if you do it, Atleast people will understand more you wanted help but couldn’t break through, stay strong, you’re not alone

    • lost

      If everyday is the same lousy day ,no job,no money,nothing to call your own and everything keepsaying get to worse why live it’s better to end it now

    • Holy Spirit ur fren

      Its a difficult situation v ol knw . But evry situation has a solution . . Y to care about those u dont deserves you . . Y to waste r time to think n think n think . . Just move on frenz . . Last thing . . If u really have decided to end up your life than . . . Please do that all things that u have planned ever in ur dreams . . God bless u . . If u wanna contact me dan mail me at ntalwar415@gmail.com

    • Nobody#2

      When ego of a real man is destroyed by failing to gain what he thinks he deserved then maybe its the only way to get rid of the shame and misery. Its a tough decision though

      • No Time for Life

        I lost everything I loved about my life because I was with this one bitch who fucked my life up… made me into an asshole, lost all my friend, company, and fame status. In my prime and now 7 years later nothing has been the same since. I feel like I am lying to myself living life the way it is now. I rather die if I cant be who I once was. I rather die cause life is a waste of time now.

    • U will regret it mu bff did this. Everyone at the davis h.s miss him
      Rip.nate saiz feb.27,2015

    • AJ

      I’ve tried 3 maybe 4 times tonite. To put pressure on the arteries in the neck without suffocating myself. Used a “special” tool and a tie but…
      Last week drank a whole bottle of ant/termite poison… only left with severe stomach aches and cramps. I’ll do the hanging tmrw I think. Please share some ideas.

    • Jump, Or cut!

    • Shrikrishna

      Hi Sam u must be suffering from suicidal tendency pls contact a psychiatrist as soon as possible!

    • oTis

      THANKS I Been thinking of suicide but couldn’t think of how but I see suffocation is the best soooo I’m bout to go kill myself thanks mom n dad n sisn brother y’all drove me to killing myself now that I’m gone I hope y’all is happy I no since I was born I was that mistake and been nothing but a burden on everybody well not no more I loved no one.

  2. name x

    I want to scicide just now…help me

    • Stay Strong x

      Try not to, I know It’s hard. I can’t tell you how often I think I should. Please, don’t.

      • Anonymous

        Hello, I am 13 and I think I have major depression I have not had any attempts yet at killing myself but this world has given me to much pain. I can’t cope. No-one has really realised what I feel because I don’t ever tell them. I have been hit by my mum causing brusing that no-one has ever noticed. And my dad is drunk most of the time. I don’t want to live anymore but I don’t want to die in pain. I’ve had too much of that. Don’t tell me to stay strong. I am weak, pathetic, ugly, fat, dumb, unloveable are there anyother methods. I am sick, but I don’t want help

        • anonymous

          I know death seems to be the easier way out, but honestly it isn’t. Many ppl don’t have family don’t have friends feel lost, unwanted, ugly but why end your life instead of rising up and being someone we never thought we could be, enjoy the beauty of this world. Eventually we are all going to die why do it sooner. Suicide is for cowards and everyone in the world has potential to be and do anything they please. Don’t kill your self Cuz your family and friends will suffer, don’t do it Cuz u mean more then that, and u owe it to yourself to have a better life before we take off from this world. The majority of the people have a bad story to tell. I’ve been raped 2 my parents are dying I don’t have friends I’ve been treated like dirt, they have tried to kill me, no one loves me, and when I thought life meant nothing I rises and proved to the world I was worth living just a little longer to feel happy, because I deserve that much. And though its still hard at the end when u decide not to die and fight for happiness you’ll see it was worth it all. There’s nothing better then ones satisfaction that u accomplished more being alive then dying. God puts people in hard situation because he knows that person is strong enough to brake through don’t let him down. You never know what destiny awaits you, it could be serving amazing and your ending your life without waiting and seeing what life has in store for u!

    • Just don’t do it. I have the same thoughts as you but just try to dismiss it. And I know that may sound crap but try to hold it together name.

      • Bill

        You know you’re close when it’s the only thought that brings you peace.

        • Cathrine

          thank you for saying this. I don’t feel as if I am alone in my thoughts.

        • None u

          I agree that it’s over when all you do thinking about this .mireable life. It’s time to go do me. I’m not a good man and a looser. I am miserable with this life and can’t handle it anymore. No family that cares, no friends. When there is so much pressure from life, it’s time to go. Yes a very few people with be upst but they’ll be okay. I’ve had it with this life and the continuous pressure. My family hates me and I’m sure that they will be very happy. Especially my wife, she’ll be happy. She doesn’t love me. It’s time to execute and make it happen. I’ve selected my method and date.

    • Steve

      Why ?

    • Josh

      Think about your family and all those who will be affected by it and how much pain and misery you will cause. You can get through it now matter what there is a a way and a better future!

    • AHeartBrokenMan

      I have constant thoughts about it, but I wont do it because of the pain it would put upon the people that love me. Even it may not seem so, there are people who love me and are thankful for my existence. I am a depressed and sad individual for many reasons and I will always be this way. What keeps me going is the very reason that I dont want anyone to ever feel the way I feel, especially not the ones I love. Its not worth putting pain on them just because i want to get rid of mine. I cant do that, but I always think about it.

      • lonely girl

        same here

        • mark

          i can not get out of Pain, 8 surgeries, back hip knee,in so much pain all i can think about is dieing to get out of pain, pill aint helping, tell me lonely girl, why you! e mail me at palidyn@aol.com

      • merely

        Those words have helped me more than you know. Sorry you feel like you will never feel happiness. I do and will again but I want to bail many a time. I want to die on my terms not lifes terms. Beating me down at every turn.
        Now I have new light shed on it. I don’t want others to feel this same way. Am crying for us both. Take care.

      • HeartBroken

        I’m broken hearted man too. My problems in life are many, and with broken heart as well, life is just unbearable painful and pointless.

        • suffering from PTSD

          This was very helpful thank you now to find a gun

    • Adam

      Ever need anyone to talk to, I can help if you want? I have kik messenger- adamwalton14 you’re not alone stay safe

    • I wish I could help you too.

    • No Time for Life

      All these methods seem too common… Wanna die in a unique way. Any ideas?

    • No Time for Life

      I would help you out if you help me out. How would you like to die? I need ideas too.

  3. Steve

    Why you are there?

  4. SP

    Please help me , I just had to put my beloved dog ‘Kissya’ down this week and its all my fault she could still be alive if I had looked after her a bit better, all I can think of is to join her, I am so aching for her love, I miss her so much, she stopped me from committing suicide 16 months ago and now thats she’s gone that all I can think about. someone please help me.

    • Josh

      Think about your family and all those who will be affected by it and how much pain and misery you will cause. You can get through it now matter what there is a away and a better future!

      • Gracie

        Josh, I’m sure you mean well, but your repetitive answer (“Think about your family…”) doesn’t always apply. I have no family. They are all dead. I have no friends. They, too, have passed. I live in constant 24/7 physical pain as a result of an accident several years ago. Not everybody has a faith-based belief system. Some of us just want it (life) to be over.

        • Please Listen

          Gracie. You will do yourself more harm by killing yourself. If you think the physical pain you are in now is bad it is nothing compared to the pain in the next world. I also want to commit suicide but logically speaking we rather suffer some years here than commit suicide and have an eternity of suffering.

          • Cheryl

            The afterlife? What a crock of Christian crap. For one who believes that, one may as well realize that Christian ” hell” has to be filled with a lot of good souls.

    • What dose my name have 2 do with u

      So do I coz I want to get away from this shit

      • Rob

        I see people saying life’s a gift. Where’s my gift recipe? I would like to return it now. For some reason I bud my life up to sabotage myself. I work hard. Good at my job. But than I get depressed. Feel empty. I end up taking days off work to sit in my dark room and stare at the wall I have 3 girls and a wife. I recently lost my job for absentee. It’s so hard to get out of my head I lose days. I wake from what I have started to call ” the depression coma”. Days pass and I just think how my girls are better off with a daddy who loves life. Don’t get me wrong I love my kids. Saying that I know they deserve better. Is this a way to give them better? All I think about is how not waking would be a benefit. How the darkness consumes me. As if I’m a candle being blown out by the deathly chill of life’s cold breath. Inside I am hollow. I fill this void with thoughts a of the ending. Happiness is life’s biggest lie. I feel… Confused. I feel angry. Am I post human? Leaving humanity as humanity is a infectious cancer on the face of earth. How could I love anyone else when I can’t find reasons to love myself. Today we kill tomorrow we die yesterday is a memory I yearn to forget. I am. What is not.

      • No Time for Life

        I hope to die and come back as a different person. Fuck this planet. Waste of time trying to live. Not even worth living in the streets. I rather run directly into on coming traffic high as fuck.

    • aaron

      Sorry to hear. We too recently had to part with a loved dog. For 14 years she was a delight, she became sick, and I think she sensed her time was near. It still was not easy. Think serioisly about adoption, there are those neglected and abused who could use your love.

    • asylum_boy

      pets don’t have souls so there no joining him/her

      sorry but it’s the bitter truth

      • Not UR problem

        That’s not true, pets do have souls. They go to heaven with everybody else. They are the ones though that are keeping me from commiting suicide. If I left them here I know they would know it. They would be heart broken and have nowhere to go. And I’m not gonna kill them just so I can stay with them.

      • alex

        that is no where near the truth some dogs have more soul than humans u may just not understand their purpose

    • mark

      believe me i know u love your dog, i love mine to her name is Sabrina 13 years old husky, she is the ONLY thing keeping me a live,when she go i will go with her, and she does have a sole, not sure if people do tho , i am in a lot of pain from 8 surgeries that failed,
      i have had 10 -12 dreams about her 20 years before she was even born, so i think God sent here to me to give me at lease good years with her,and then i will die of a broken heart i to don,t want to live anymore,for what to watch the world go to hell, all the friends i had loved in this world have pass in the last few years and i miss them to Death, when i die i will be so busy shaking hands with all of them i wont even know i’m in hell God if u r out there or listening we need you to come get us! i love you Sabrina, the only thing i have in this world, mark rowan deland fl

      • mark

        march 9 is my birthday, always thought that would be a good day to die,after Sabrina goes, i’am OUTTA HERE

        • mark

          come get me God !!!! or arn,t u there

  5. grant

    im planning my exit this week! cya

    • Edyn

      honey please don’t

    • will

      I am to…I cannot deal with this anymore. ..

    • Strange

      Good on you mate XD

    • please be successful.

    • No Time for Life

      Cya… Let me know how it goes.

  6. stacy

    I am so depress I feel like taking my life

  7. Can u help me please i just wanna die right now where is the knife

    • Party Poison

      Listen to music. Watch a movie. Do something to get your mind off it for now. There will be so many people who will miss you. And I know you probably think they won’t, but trust me someone will. I know how it feels, just please don’t do anything stupid.

    • No Time for Life

      It better to die without inflicting harm to oneself… put the knife away and try a more natural method. Fuck I wish I can die too… but it ain’t worth bleeding for.

  8. ...

    I had lived with my mom all my life in 9th Grade I wasn’t doing to good and I was an asshole to my mom she forced me to life with my dad who was an ex-drug dealer/user and had gotten out of prison 2 years before I never really knew my dad he would just come over and sell my mom drugs then leave now I live with him and he said if I did good in school I wouldn’t have to go to military school I did foot I got b- and c+ but he still sent me there for whatever reason even though I begged to the man who bought my half-brother who is 2y you get then me a bounce house and me a cookie jar to not send me to military school and I’m doing good in school and I try to stay away from people BC I want to know that truly no-one will care when I die and I just sit home all the time and play Destiny (10/10 should buy) and every day I get yelled at for not doing anything or not having any friends and that I don’t have a life and how you gonna find someone to love if you don’t look IDFC I am the one who was molested in foster care I was the one who peed it the cup for you I was the one who lied to the cops for you I was the one who had to hide in the back of the car in the hi-speed chase it was ME I had to live through it and now you tell at me for not wanting to hang around you Idc if you wanna meet people go ahead do your own thing just leave me be in my room alone so I can stew in my thoughts till they eat me from the inside and I can finally die on the outside BC. I’ve been dead on the inside for a long time now

  9. Lucy

    I am so depressed rn and I’m so lonely and sometimes idk why I even feel so sad. It’s points when I just feel so empty and hollow and that is probably the most painful feeling in the world and I don’t know where I belong and I’m at college as a first year and so much crap just happened last semester that I pretty much have no friends and there is just this growing hole inside of me and I am just so suicidal it just hurts so much and I am literally never happy anymore

    • I came here because I’m manic depressive and when I crash hard, I look around and become bitter that I ever have happy mood swings cause they just let me know what I’m missing most of the time. Family and friends are tired of being patient.
      I’ll build up my health and circumstances just to tear it all down.
      I’m sorry to read these posts. Though it gives a sense of camaraderie and the anonymity is liberating. You can’t really let other people in you life know, you know ?
      I keep telling myself it’s just a neurochemical imbalance and it will pass. But it’ll always come back.

      For what it’s worth, Lucy is a pretty name. Plain maybe, but uncommon with beautiful phonetics. Take care.

      • Kaycee

        I cry through the happy days begging them not to stop. I try to figure out what made the peace and happy perspective come about. It lasts a day or two once a year or so. Normal people are so lucky. I have the best life of anyone I know. I am the leader of a non profit organization that ministers to children and families. It is a great place. I am so loved. Why do I hate myself so much? Pesticide, huh? That’s right down my alley. What am I waiting for? I would ruin so many lives. I must not allow myself to think about dying. It is not productive.

      • Bob

        Just do it

      • Keep The Taste

        I’d love to be here for you, if that is allowable by you. Do you have a kik account or possibly Skype?

      • Hazel

        If you ever need someone, anyone to talk to I am here for you. You remind me of someone that is still close to my heart though they’ve scarred me. Please, let me know if you ever need someone. I’ve got demons of my own as well.

    • jp

      Hi lucy..plz dnt do this…all problem hav solution
      .whats your problem

  10. Jaipi

    Wew!! Im tired of this fucking life. I want to die, fast and effective. I dont wanna live anymore. Hmmmn. Shit happens and i dont want more shit happens again, thats why i like to come to death for the better future.

    • Garima

      I want to committ suicide, please tell me, I feel so lonely, no one has time for me

      • random guy

        I just want you to remember this that all lives are precious. You may think that you are alone and people don’t care about you, but that’s not true. Nobody is born to be just lonely or sad. Everyone gets their share of happiness. Just wait for your precious moments, the amazing future you are going to have, the amazing people you are going to meet. just wait for them. I know its hard but its worth it.
        Just don’t think of leaving the world without taking your share of happiness. I can assure you this that one day you are going to meet the people who will care about you, will do anything for your friendship. Don’t make them lose an amazing friend.
        When things get tough always remember, night is always the darkest before the dawn.

        And still if u think that nobody cares about you then you are wrong, because i do.

        • Bob

          Your wrong sometimes suicide I’d the best option

          • martin

            I really nid a method that is painless.
            Plz…some1 tell me. I will do anything for u. If I die,u can take my soul too.
            Anything u want I will give u. Plz any method .I beg u…

  11. My hubby was expired… I won’t live more… Please give d idea for painless death

  12. Joe

    I tried to overcome my depression by staying positive and even prayed to God for years but no help from God Almighty he was to busy blessing The Kardashians and all the glamorous people of the world he holds in such high regard. And if I see or hear another Lil Wayne video I’m gonna kill myself! Then I thought about it, people are starving and dying in other parts of the world and God completely ignores this. But he continues to give fame and fortune to talentless retards with nothing good to say or offer the world! Are you kidding me! Just give me a gun already fuck this place!

    • maria

      Joe, don’t kill yourself, because you made me laugh and that gave me a little reprieve from my burden of despair.
      Stay alive, if there were more people like you the world would be better.
      The irony of reading the comments here is that all of you are the ones who should live! Why is it the jerks never consider suicide only the sensitive and good hearted?!?!

    • Diana

      I was depressed and thinking of suicide all day until i red your comment!I just laughed my ass off!!I would never consider to end my life if I was surrownded by people like you!Now here is the deal,you can make me laugh and I’ll be allways there when you need someone to talk to;)

  13. Micah

    It makes my heart ache to read these posts! I wish I could reach out and help each person on here. Give you a hug and let you know how special you are to someone, me. Depression does not discriminate. I am sorry and apologize on behalf of your loved ones, but know there’s hope. Life has peaks and valleys. GET HELP! Don’t make a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

    • We are looking for moderators for this site, if you are interested in participating.

      • Dustin

        Ok, I’m 30 years old and I’ve been dealing with this drug issue for a long time. It’s caused me to do dumb stuff that’s landed me in prison. I’m still on probation for these charges that I caught in 2008. I consider myself to be a good person I have a awesome job / career that I love and very passionate about. I have a heart of gold and I would give the shirt off of my back to help out anybody I can. I just can’t seem to shake this addiction though. I just piss dirty at probation the other day and now there will be a warrant for my arrest. the state of Florida is going to give me 90 months because of this dirty urine. I can’t do it. so I’m sitting here with 15 xanax bars and a gram of heroin. It’s time to put a stop to this madness.I give up :'(

        • goner

          Me too. Same shit. Let’s qo on the run and if we don’t make it we will end it

      • htodd

        I would like to help if moderators are still required

    • martin

      From the day I was born,that bitch(God) has given/selected me as a bad luck person.
      Come on,they is no use anymore living in this cruel world & in this family. I m a lonewolf type.
      I hate crowded place . if any of u reading this, I hope u r a good person. Protect ur love one.
      That all that I wanna say.
      Gd bye my species. Hope u extinct.
      I m on the roof now.it so windy.damnnn…
      I love it.OK… Cya at next world.bye people!

  14. Sue

    Struggling……..

    I shouldn’t be, I have money, a family, friends a good job – what right do I have to feel this sad????

    Not only am I sad – I’m a coward , I want it all to end – but I’m scared it’ll hurt or won’t work – just a pill that would guarantee the end………..

    • Please Listen

      Why are you sad? There must be a reason? Please share your feelings and lets get to this bottom of this so a solution can be presented. You are so special and needed in this world you just have no idea.

  15. Jackson

    I tried but fial the answer is god god will helped me from not doing it he saved my life

  16. Please call someone. Life if such a gift. Wake up and give something back, send someone a smile. You matter in this world. You need to live to see your impact. Get ready to wow the world with your unique style. You have to be present to do it. Are you you in? Say yes and reach out!

  17. kizzy mack

    I just want to end it I have no care in the world for me its my kids that will be hurt nobody loves me but them and nobody cares about me but them I cant take it no longer in hurting everyday I’m sad down and unwanted everyplace I go I
    Wont be missed

    Wont be missed

  18. J

    Thanks for the great ideas.

  19. Mary

    my son killed himself a year ago. We were very close and I don’t want to pretend to be part of this world anymore. Its not getting easier and I’m tired and broken. I’m also really pissed that he got it right.

    • Dear Mary, you’ve stayed my hand.
      My Momma has major depression amongst other issues and my sisters hold it against her. She is one of my best friends as she understands my shattered frame of mind though we rarely speak of it.
      She’d feel this way. I cannot hammer that nail into her coffin.

      Thank you for triggering this moment of clarity, but it sucks.
      May you find peace

  20. Duncan

    Far too many people on this planet. I will be doing a favour to the world. One less consumer of resources.

  21. April

    I am ready to die. I am a failure at everything i hate living and everyone would be better off without me. I am needing suggestions on clean ways. I dont want to use a gun because the police would take it away from my family. If i have a car wreck wouldnt be guaranteed and i dont want to hurt someone in another vehicle. I need smething quick and clean

  22. whatever

    Well I feel like I want to kill myself….I do know it will hurt those around me but I truly don’t know how much more I can take. My child told me he is transgender..ok no big deal. But I hate that there are so many issues aside from just that. He is heavy and borderline diabetic. I take him to meetings and him and myself are on meds. I gotta say I really don’t know how much more I can take. How do you look at your child and feel anger its so unfair. I cry all the time and just want out!!! Doesn’t matter what I try to do I cant make anything better.

  23. trying but dying

    it seems like everytime i try to get help something happens that convinces me suicide is the way to go. how do i deal with it

  24. Person

    What’s the point of life if all you get is punishment, embarrassment, anxiety, depression, and hate. That’s what I’m going through and I’ve had enough of it! Just kill me now and I’ll be happy again. Know ones going to care in fact I am invisible, I don’t exist anymore so f**k life I’m out of here! But at the same time I can’t go my friends my family they need me. Help me my life is a disaster!

    • maria

      I think when we die we just return to the earth, no more joy but no more pain either. Just nothing. That doesn’t sound bad to me.
      It’s such a comforting fantasy… Going back to the earth.
      I just wish someone would kill me quickly so my loved ones wouldn’t suffer the thought I killed myself. I mean either way I’m going back to the earth but suicide is cruel to other people who care about you.
      I envy the people that are randomly killed. Why can’t I be at a school where a disgruntled student opens fire? Or sitting in a cafe when a suicide bomber detonates? Or a Tsunami swallow me up? Or a drunk driver rams into me killing me instantly?
      Universe are you listening, I’m just throwing out possible suggestions. Just make it quick and as painless as possible.

      • Cheryl

        back to the ” Promised Land”. Everytime I think of killing myself, I think of that place out on Eastern Long Island in NY, in the Town of East Hampton. The big burial mound where all the dead Native Americans go to die.

        • I live in Farmingville we can die together. help me help you. I will be on spring break soon in like two weeks. I will send you my email.

  25. Person

    I may be shy and quiet but that doesn’t mean I don’t have feelings. There are too many haters out there and to tell you the truth the world just stopped caring. This place just wasn’t meant for me. I try to forget about the pain inside but it just keeps coming back. I’m starting to feel as if anger is trying to take over me and get revenge on those who have hurt me I know it’s wrong but as mad at them as I am in need of someone who actually cares about me and my values. Help I want to die, I want to run away, but I don’t want anyone else to be in pain but I’ll do it if I have live in this careless world. Please stop me.

  26. Precious

    My career has finished, I am a single mum, family are tired of my sad stories everyday. I think of suicide everyday. ..but I am not going to kill myself because my daughtet has noone else to look after her.
    I don’t see any hope. I try to , but everytime I think I have figured it out..it turns out o haven’t because years later its all going to go away again.
    Wheny daughter grows up and can loom after herself. I will kill myself

    • jthi

      i had the same thoughts. I have 2 schooling daughters and am just waiting for them to be independent. I hate my life for all the stupid mistakes i did while growing up. I am married but he is an ass. I am so tired of life. I can understand how you feel. I always hope for better days but it never comes. Take care

      • jase

        I am a male 26 years old I’m very talented at most things & well known & cared for around my area & still I don’t want to be here. I have had issues since primary school I once attempted to cut my throat. I feel I was misguided as a child, no focus on future goals, I was bullied alot and attended 3 high schools. When I was 21 I got a serious kick in for no reason left me with mental and physical scars. Often I have nightmares about it and I also have a massive urge for revenge that man got away with what he done to me. After that I met a girl and proposed and we planned on a baby, she then got pregnant and then aborted it. That messed me up and my anger became more intense. I found peace and love everyday with my black labradorite, he was my world as a kid he came everywhere with me out playing, to the shop. Everyone complimented him, he was one off a kind and my best friend. When he passed April last year that’s when I realised I needed help. From the bottom off my heart I despise the world we live in. January just past I played indoor football and the ball got stuck up in the steel. My mate was going to climb for it but I didn’t want him to hurt himself so I did it. It was a hard climb & very difficult. I got the ball but instead off climbing back down, I decided Fuck it & let go. I was having a bad day in my head that day so I fell 30feet just let go nd closed my eyes knowing I could do some damage. I landed feet first thinking my spine would Fuck up but it turned out to be a completely wrecked ankle. I don’t see the point to life. U work all ur days to become retired at an age where ur limited to doing things. I have the best bunch off people around me yet my mind is completely destroyed by these thoughts. It scares me when I realise what I am thinking about. I’m I brick wall type off person no one truly knows how I think and feel keep this stuff to myself usually. I’m always curious as to what happens after death but that’s just bible bathers that make u think there’s something better. The reality is there’s nothing it’s just lights out. God does not exist biggest BS ever. I would love to click my fingers and help everyone who feels the same as me and take there pain away. I will keep going sure I will have bad thoughts and want to die but I’m not going to let this world beat me up. I’m going to give it my best shot smile when am angry nd put my middle finger upto the haters. U only get one shot atleast go out knowing deep down u done great

  27. Jimmy

    Currently, I just want to kill myself. I think hanging would be perfect for me.
    My life has been miserable for last 4 years. I am 18 years old boy and I am actually a good student.
    I have decent grades and I am the most famous dancer and singer in my school.
    Everyone thinks that I’m happy because of my popularity in school. I also have a girlfriend who is really a lover.
    However, my mom just can’t let me go sometimes.
    I have been under my mom’s control for last 4 years, critically judged and insulted.
    I understand how parents get angry when you have not satisfying grades. However, she always insults me and keep brings up all the past events that has been already 3 years ago.
    I told her to stop and just advice me and teach me when I get wrong. However, she would never listen.
    I talked to counselor about this but she also says to convince your mom with full respect.
    I do respect my parents with my full heart. I’ve never ever done something bad and malicious, because those actions would lead my parents’ disappointment.
    However, my mom still think I’m a son of a bitch.
    I know how much my mom loves me. I know her great care. However, I told her to please stop the judgements and comments if you truly care about me.
    My dad works in a different country, so I can’t really like have a good talk with him.
    This issue is also not a good idea to talk with friends.

    It was fun life. To be honest, I always wanted to be an idol in YG entertainment, but my mom also thinks chasing stupid dream makes me a failure.

    Please help me and if solutions don’t come out, well I guess it’s hanging.

    • Tito

      Jimmy,

      I’m a 30-something-year old father of three kids. I’ve had suicidal thoughts since I was ten years old. I still have them today, nearly every day. I think about making it look like an accident, like walking near a lake or pond and falling in, only to never come back to the surface. I think about shooting myself with the new gun I got for Christmas. I think about hanging myself sometimes too. The bottom line is though, as I’ve read before on other suicide websites, just try giving it another day. What’s one more day, one more hour, one more minute, if you’re about to end whatever time you have left on this earth? I think deep down inside, everyone has suicidal tendencies. Many act on those tendencies, many do not. I almost loaded my gun tonight, then I visited this website and decided I’m not in as much pain as others here. We’re all messed up to some degree. Let’s all just give it another day, another hour, another minute. God gave us minds to think, to better the world somehow. Just posting something online to someone else feeling your pain may just convince them to wait another day. Please wait another day, or two, or a couple weeks…When it’s your time to go, God will take you. Don’t take yourself out of the world so soon. Hang in there, you’ll probably want to kill yourself the rest of your life for other stupid stuff, but wait until you’ve lived a lot longer to experience the good stuff life brings. Hang in there. This too shall pass.

      • Brian

        Tito, you may have just saved me. Thank you

  28. vejkil

    i want die and to live please anyone tell what are the pills\tablets used tell their names

  29. vejkil

    please tell the pills name

  30. anitha

    I love my husband. But hr is not love me. I hate my life. But I have 4 years old daughter what can I do please help me

    • Tito

      Anitha,

      Tonight my wife asked for a separation. We’ve got three kids, no money, a lot of debt, crappy jobs, little income, and I’m worried about how I’m going to keep the heat on the rest of this winter. I still have an Internet connection, despite it being ready to be shut off for non-payment. I thought about killing myself tonight with a new gun I got for Christmas. Then I read the article in the beginning of this website and thought about how much worse things would get if I survived. My wife thinks I’m the biggest loser in the world for the stuff I’ve done, my mood swings, heavy drinking, smoking cigarettes, etc. There’s not much greater pain than the loss of love, than loneliness, than isolation. I’m not sure if my wife will seek a divorce, (there’s no money to pay for one anyway), but no matter what, I’ve decided I’m going to live for my kids. My dad was an abusive drunk that beat my mother, me and my siblings. I’m not drinking tonight and haven’t had any alcohol in a couple days. Regardless of your husband’s and your issues, live for your daughter. This world’s too messed-up to leave your kid behind while you do something stupid. Get a grip and hang in there. You are loved…if not by your husband, your daughter loves you more than you can ever imagine. God Bless You!

      • jthi

        Hi tito, I can understand your situation but I am the wife and i cant blame your wife. To woman, a man should be the one that takes care of the family. Please try to find ways to keep ur family, It might not be easy but please the very best you can, There was never a day i never think of ending my life but i always think of my kids but never about him. So please try to get a better job and take charge of your family needs. Family is very important. Take care

        • Sorry people

          Forgive me but this needs to be said
          Your attitude is the type of attitude that has brought a large number of suicidal people to this site.
          It is sexism to say “a man should provide for his family”

          That’s exactly the same as saying ” a woman should provide daily sex and daycare”

          Any man or woman should be able to care for themselves and no man or woman is a sex object/daycare center.
          Being a female does not make you correct and being a male doesn’t make you wrong.

          I’m not defending or condemning tito’s alcoholism, or actions, but he and his wife need to both take care of the family, it’s not up to him as a man to do it, just like she isn’t his sex slave/daycare center.

          Men are told to “MAN UP” or “take it like a man” all day every day, there parents, bosses, lovers, and friends all use those exact words, however those words are the selfish words of someone who is trying to take advantage of them.

          Men have hearts and minds and feelings, they need love and respect just the same as women do. It’s easy to be sexist and feel justified in a sexist society, to any man reading this you are not alone. You work hard even if you don’t earn much, life is hard and you deserve to be loved and respected for what you do, you don’t deserve to be told to get a better job or work harder or to take it like a man, you deserve the same respect you give.

          Anyone who tells you to take it like a man or to man up is trying to take advantage of you.

  31. Mechanistic Existence

    The world were in can get better, but as long as people are unaware of the lies and deceit that the government and the politicians make. Were merely just robots to them, even the jobs we do create us into robots, and after years pass by and your old they then deicide to give you a break. When at that time you are fucked over by your body because your old and your likely to die in the recent years to come. This is what I see, and in my perspective the life that I have now was a interesting thing to the eyes of the spirit. But not to the eyes of me being a human and experiencing life for what it really is. This world is more like death than death is, I sincerely want to nothing to do with this life ever again. I rather be in spirit and roam about free from the physical limitations and slavery by the system. Do people really think that the system cares about them or that the leaders of the world care about us? No they don’t they are all fucking us over. And then they want to keep people here in their game by sending us to mental institutions that don’t do shit but lie and fuck us over even more. There’s nothing wrong with people, what is wrong is the system, it’s the system that causes these things. We have the technology to bring about world peace but guess what, these fuckers won’t do it because they are caught up in their own stupid greed. And then they act like they care about us, fuck them and fuck the system, I wish that when these fuckers die I could piss on their grave. To me the only true freedom is in death, death has the power to take you out of this world and take you somewhere else. That other place is what many people want because of the world we live in and see. If this world was perfect, there either wouldn’t be any religions or only a few religions, I guess either to explain death. But the paradise would be this world if it were so. I bet you that if all religions were to say if you commit suicide you will be taken to heaven and taken care of free of the troubles of the world. People would be killing themselves like crazy, especially the ones that are deeply rooted in whatever beliefs they have. We can already see that happening with Jihadists, Muslim fighters that die for Allah so that they can be rewarded in heaven.

  32. i tried

    I love my wife and she left me anyway, my kids are good but it’s not enough to end my pain and loneliness. I have tried to find someone new but just keep getting rejected again and again and again. Just adding to my pain. People try to give me hope but no one is really there for me. Cyanide seems to be a good way to go.

    • None u

      Where do you get cyanide?

  33. useless

    Ive felt alone my whole life i lost my dad last year, to be honest im just tired.

  34. e

    I’m thinking off taking my life tonight

    • HeartBroken

      how did you get on ?

  35. andy

    Please tell me what I have to live for.. I have two children but no way to support them. I can’t even find a healthy environment for them to be in. They are the reason I’m alive and it’s not like I’m doing them any favors.

  36. Tito

    STOP! Put the gun down. Take the bullets out. Flush the pills down the toilet. Untie that rope hanging from your rafters. Stop thinking about the end when in fact this is just the beginning! You all came here for a reason. Maybe it’s to share your story with the rest of us…to ease our pain and suffering even for a minute or two. Maybe you came to this website to sell yourself on the best way to kill yourself. Maybe you came here to find the courage to actually, finally, for once and for all actually have big enough balls to pull the trigger. Regardless of why you’re here, one thing’s for sure…even for the brief time it took you to read this, you stayed alive…Share your story with others, if not to save yourself, to save them, to save their family, friends, and loved ones. Remember, even Hitler was loved by his family. There’s nothing you did to deserve so much pain. Take a minute and share your story to help someone out for even a few more minutes….Don’t give up the fight just yet!

    • Pos

      Wtf r u doing on this site u obviously don’t belong here

  37. me

    I’m just fed up and very lonely. I can’t keep friends, and those I love soon go. I think the CO method will work for me using a hose from the exhaust through the window. I was thinking of taking my car to the countryside away from people and leaving signs for anyone who finds me to just call the authorities and not to open the car door or anything because it can be dangerous.

  38. Tito

    Thinking of killing yourself? Check this out first: http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ It’s worth the time. You’re worth being kept alive. If not for you, for someone else. You might not know who at this time, but someone wants you to live.

  39. dead soon

    My life is a continuous loop of failures. Love life, financial instability…and it seems as if with each choice I make, I unknowingly worsen my situation. There is only one way I see to make it stop. To die, now, before it can get any worse.

  40. L

    These are good tips on how to just get it over with… I’m so sick and tired, and tired and sick…

  41. Li

    I have a horrible support system(none at all). My mom dad and siblings only come around when they want something. The sad part Is me and my husband are homeless so we have nothing to give… All his family was murdered when he was younger so there is no support at all from his cause their not here… I feel like a failure that my family is in this situation I just hate life and want to end it but the thought of not being here for my daughters scares me. But I also feel like I’m hindering my family by not them not being wr they should be.. I just wish I was dead n had the courage to end this miserable life of mine

  42. worthnothing

    hi im 6mos pregnant and is fvck as hell right now. i have a plastic bag next to me to suffocate myself and just die.
    i know icshould think more about my baby to continue life, but i just cant.

    im in so much pain now that i just cant handle, my boyfriend is leaving me and my unborn child. im 22yo and i dont think i can stand this all alone.

    id want to rest in peace now.

  43. 3rd times the charm

    First two times failed I feel like even though I’m still alive im already dead. Nobody could even begin to know the amount of pain I feel every single day anxiety and depression is getting to be too much for me too handle so I thought this time ill get it right haha who knew google really does have the answer for everything. Think ill go with the sleeping pills. But perhaps wait a little while longer till I figure out the perfect place. And till I can get sleeping pills.

  44. shahrukh

    my life is so lonely.i am worthless in this world.last year i joined software engg but the c++ programming subject didn’t go well and i m struggling in it.i m very weak in studies especially in programming subject. Also i don’t have any girlfriend or any closest friend whom i talk to or to share my feelings. nobody even looks at me or care about me in university or anywhere.sometimes i feel broken that i have no use in this universe and sometimes i think that i will not be able to survive in this world financially as the competition is so high. so i have no love and i have no friend and i have no future as i am fucking weak in programming the basic subject of computer and i am also alone so whats the point of living.very soon i will be broken into peaces and i will have a poor miserable life.i just want to end this miserable life which has no meaning in my dictionary :-((

    • aaron

      Your university will have people there who you can talk to, have you spoken to a counsellor?

      • shahrukh

        no i haven’t talked to him but its no use..only suicide is the solution of all my problems .i cant deal with this life anymore…

    • Please Listen

      Shahrukh,
      There are 2 types of problems in life. Temporary and Permanent. You my friend have a temporary problem. It is all in your hands. All you have to do is give 100% of your effort into what you are trying to accomplish. You will find the right career for yourself and someone who will care about you. But in order to do tat you have to have a positive outlook. I want to help you. If you need to talk let me know.

  45. Hunter

    Im reading all these comments about “Dont do it your family will miss you” but for me personally I would do it to punish my family for the horrible way theyve treated me and all the dignity theyve taken from me. They use hurtful words and actions on purpose and I cant take itanymore. I dont even live with them anymore but they still know how to control me and suffocate me and isolate me and im done im done im done!! I dont want medical help because im too proud to be put on all these pills that will mess with my head theres nothing wrong with me I just cant handle all these outside forces bearing down on me im done with everything im only still alive now because I love my dog and he needs me he is my best friend

    • Please Listen

      The best way to get back at your family is to live happily. Do not let them defeat you. Live your life with a smile that way you are the one who won and not them.

  46. Shiva Kumar

    Hai am thnkg abiu sucide will u plz help me

  47. doesnt mtrs

    From whr i can get a gun?? Plz tell me… And if not psble thn potassium cyanide… Whr i wl gt dt in west bengal?? Plzz hlp me….

  48. Um

    I’m.. Giving up. Seriously, no one needs me or cares. No one loves me. I’m going to die painfully.. Bye.

    • sandeep

      who’s said no one loves me …everbody loves you

    • ckurree

      lets die together

  49. zhr

    most of the pills are restricted, how can I reach painless death ?

  50. TC

    Oh my goodness. The comment section of this post breaks my heart. If anyone needs help please please please send me a message (xaerie.tumblr.com or ask.fm/girlguts), anonymously if you like. I am 100% willing to listen and to help anyone. I am lonely too.

  51. Marcus

    I just want a painless death

  52. I would love a quick and painless death. I’ve had enough of life. I truly have. It’s so dull, boring, and being poor every day is a struggle. My cat was put to sleep last month, the vet simply injected the IV drip with barbiturates and it literally took 5 seconds for kitty to die, looked like she was sleeping. Why can’t humans have that, surely if we want to go it is our right? So looking rationally at the options, i think the best way, cleanest and as painless as possible is overdose on pills. That’s my option.

    • oh so tired

      That does sound nice, m owen, the way cats and dogs can be put down peacefully. Just to drift off and never wake up. Wish I could tell you not to do it, but not telling myself not to so why should I tell you? I don’t know your life, but I do know how despair feels. Pills seems like best option to me too, but so prone to failure. I know. I tried before, but was too weak and got help. Scary stuff.

  53. oh so tired

    Just so tired of it all. They say suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem but it still makes it a solution. I have so much that I don’t want to face. And yes I have family and friends who care deeply and would be devastated but they’d get over it eventually. They all have people in their lives that are more important to them. I’m terminally single with no desire to marry but that means I have to face that I’ll never be #1 to anyone. I want to quit but am too afraid I’d fail. Haven’t eaten dinner yet tonight just in case. Don’t want to dilute.

    • oh so tired

      drinking wine, haven’t eaten and may take pills. Scared right now but not enough to fight my way back to life.

      • oh so tired

        anyone out there?

        • Please Listen

          Yes. I am out here. If you need to talk to someone it would be my pleasure. Just let me know.

          • bn

            In need of help if someone can……

  54. anonymous

    I’m done with life….someone help me

    • Please Listen

      Why are you done with life? Please talk to me. I can help…

  55. sick

    It’s this feeling of being completely dead and hollow inside for so long that is the worst pain I have ever experienced. Each day I try to keep going it only hurts more. I have to get out. I am no longer myself and can barely function…just a body existing right now. I have tried to overdose twice, have tried the plastic bag but couldn’t go through with it, and am now trying to research hanging…any help please?

  56. Kuki

    I also thinking about death

  57. ckurree

    im thinking about how can i die easily .

  58. ckurree

    im thinking about how can i die easily with no one can hear me

  59. Missy

    I’ve made a huge mistake, I jeopardised my career and my new relationship. I’ve been through alot and I can’t cope anymore. I can’t tell my parents as they’ll be mad and disappointed but my partner is going to tell them. He hates me now and says I’m disgusting and an evil bitch. It’s my own fault. There’s only one way out. I’m sorry.

    • Please Listen

      Hi MIssy,
      I am a friend who is going through unbearable pain just like you. But honestly your problem sounds temporary to me. We all make mistakes and even though it is overwhelming right now you can still fix your life. it is in your hands. Mistake are part of life. Please if you need to talk I will talk you through this. You are not alone and I promise time will heal all. You are very important to this world otherwise you would not be here.

  60. POS

    Anyone know someone with a machine gun and backhoe that would take care of a lot of us

  61. nick

    Im a faggot and I wanna die…

    • alex

      i’mma a faggot and I’m proud

    • alex

      but that’s not why I wanna die

  62. nick

    Goodbye world

  63. ESF

    If life does not change and shit just keeps getting worse what’s the fucking point. I want to die so bad. It’s literary all I think about. The only reason I’m still here is off the strength of my children.

  64. John karter

    I cut my wrist once but didn’t work out
    Times here time to say bye

  65. dom

    i am soooo tired. all i do right is crying. every dingle part of my body hurt i dont know what to do anymore

  66. Jaime

    I think about committing suicide almost every day . Not that I don’t have a good life or a loving family, but I always see death as the realm of truth, somewhere where I can always be free from this shitty, worthless, needy flesh that shackles me within the confinements of desire, need and pain and thus distracts me from seeing the truth. I mean seriously what’s the truth ? Seems to me you can’t realize the purpose and meaning behind the enigma of creation unless you die.
    I really want to see what’s on the other side ? What will happen after death? Because life is a totally tedious repetitive process. In order to understand what I’m talking about, just imagine all your purposes and goals for one second. We all define goals for ourselves in order to be able to move on and we cultivate this illusion of happiness as the thing that we’ll finally achieve if we try hard enough to achieve our goals, but have we ever truly found happiness by achieving our goals??? I don’t think so. Why? Because the very instant you achieve one goal, it becomes totally worthless so you have to define another and then another and so forth…Thing is, this illusion of happiness is merely a shadow that you are chasing; the closer you get to it, the further it goes from you. And when you realize that there is no such thing as happiness, you will also realize that your whole life is nothing but a joke. We all look like a bunch of idiots who are running in circles to catch our own shadows but to no avail.
    Maybe the things that I said are just a bunch of crappy opinions caused by depression. But I can’t stand this illusion of life anymore . I think it’s time to wake up! Hope I see you guys on the other side and maybe we would be able to find the answer there.

  67. No Choice

    I hate this. I know my family will hurt and I will pay for this in the next world. But seriously what choice do I have? They say suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems but what if the problem is not temporary but permanent? What if everyday is a struggle and is filled with suffering disappointment and hopelessness. I do not want to do this but honestly the thought of living causes me more pain than the thought of killing myself and everything that comes with it. I am sorry that my family will have to go through the pain I really am I wish I had no family and no one who cared about me. I just want to be left alone and I want to free myself of this world.

  68. No Choice

    If I had a gun I would have already killed myself. The only thing stopping me now is that I do not know how to do this.

  69. Ricky

    i dont know what to do…i have no reason to live..Except for my parents no one loves me…no one,,,,i am all alone..besides dat i am just a dull-headed person …God hasnt given me anything…no skills…no talent…no brains…what should i do? i cant make my parents happy…i want to die…

  70. Ranna

    if you ever feel like talking about your feelings please contact me (Ranna@live.dk) and I will defiantly hear your heart out. Some people say it’s easier to talk to a complete stranger about your feelings because the stranger is a stranger hence they don’t know anything about you people tend to feel more comfortable that way. I’m a good listener. I don’t judge people. Please contact me before you even think of hurting yourself

    Your Sincerely stranger :-)

    Fighting !!!!

  71. Scott M

    I give up trying to live, I’m intrigued by the possible ways to suicide, I have tried many times to do something about my life, it goes nowhere, I hope everyone pulls through what can be changed, enjoy life while you can.

  72. Susan

    I have prayed to God to end my life. I have prayed that he spare another’s life that has meaning, and take mine instead. I have many blessings. My sorrow is even greater knowing I have so much, but cannot find the desire to live. I am tired of telling myself tomorrow will be better. Tomorrow is just tomorrow, another day that I believe I do not deserve. Reading these other posts, the despair, the hopelessness, only seems to confirm mine. To breathe is a bother. I feel such clarity In knowing that this world is not where I belong.

  73. alex

    I came to this site because I was looking for an easy way out of all of the pain and suffering I’ve been going through……but I’ve been reading all of the comments and I’ve noticed their are alot more people that feel the same pain as me… and that makes me feel alot better… when people say that suicide isn’t the answer I give them a funny look…. i do that because we’re all just gonna end up dying anyway…. and suicide just takes all the pain and suffering away… i know what your all gonna say, think about the people that love u… well if those people actually do love me then they would cross over with me…. i would save them all the suffering that may come in the future… if people may miss them then there’s always enough room on the other side… why do I want to commit suicide u may ask? why do I say suicide isn’t a bad thing? well I say this because when I was younger I was extremely close to my grand father. but one day he was acting funny he took me and my cousin down to the cellar, he put a chain on my leg that was connected to the wall. and he took my cousin and chained both of her arms to the wall… we were side by side to each other… he told us it was a surprise when we asked what he was doing… then u heard him go on to the phone and call someone… and about 10 mins later this man showed up… and for some reason he was rubbing me and my cousin… and that was when it happened, my grand father had sold us for drug money… and when the man left my grand father took a knife to my neck and said if I told any one then he would kill me and everyone I loved… i never told anyone… but I can’t say the same for my cousin, she told her mom 2 years later and my grand father went to jail but he was only in there for 1 year… and still to this day I’ve been dealing with the memories for 3 years non stop nightmares and still no one knows I was also rapped… and since then I’ve been having really bad problems with my parents… and that lead me to having a life on the streets… always in and out of jail.. addicted to drugs…all this happened when I was 10, I was rapped and sold for drug money when I was 10 years old… what I’m trying to say is suicide isn’t bad it’s just a way out of a bad situation and don’t worry about the people that will miss u… ull see them sooner or later. now you can decide when your time is… and if u still aren’t sure about suicide go and see a therapist, didn’t work for me but it may for u… good luck…

  74. IDC

    I just want to die because people think I’m fat and ugly… People don’t love me. My grandparents tried to kill me and my own parents treat me like nothing compared to my siblings. That’s it, I’m done. Where’s the drugs?

  75. P

    It’s time. I had a wonderful life, but I can no longer walk. Two time through Yale. Seventeen years abroad in war zones. It was a rich and fulfilling life. It’s just over now. Tomorrow is the day.

  76. Nobody23

    I’ve got hiv, am dying anyway. Just a matter of time

  77. Girl

    I think the point of mojarioty is that none of us are loved or feel remotely loved. I personally have no “loved ones.” No family… Nothing. If I die… Well than what? A cricket might churp. I have been thinking of suicide a lot. I have already tried overdose many times, & recently hanging. I obviously ddnt have the strength enough to follow through. Honestly bc I did it in front of a mirror & when I saw myself. The blood building in my eyes & the lack of care. I did it so fast, and that’s what I think made me stop, & how willing I was to end my life. I don’t care about money or bills, I’ve been to the bottom & came bk to the top. There’s nothing there. What’s my life if there’s no one to care for it. What’s the point of living if I’m not loved. I have had two close friends take their lives this year, 1 by hanging & the other w his shotgun… But when they died, sadly I understood.

  78. yes man

    hey all of u…y not start medicaation so u will know urself better than alone…

  79. Daddy's little girl

    I give up……
    I’m so fed up of this life and I’m not even close to dying. I’m tired due to the amount if pressure the world places upon my shoulders. It’s very easy to have goals in life, the perfect career, the perfect car, the perfect boyfriend, the perfect house, but in order to attain the mere possibility of that dream becoming reality one has to suffer so much. Eventually you realise that all of this is just a façade, for the world to see, for my mother to say “that’s my daughter”, for my family members and friends who wished ill for me to have it shoved up their asses. WHAT DO I GAIN? Should I keep putting up the fake smile to please everyone?
    I’ve done that for the past 9 years of my life.
    If I go no one will miss me. The people that will may only miss me for a short while. Their love for me isn’t that deep. My mother won’t miss my presence because all I do in her life is take up her valuable time with her beloved son. She will be happy to know that she won’t have to waste any more money on her useless daughter, more money to spend on her dearly beloved.
    I want my father. He was the only person that truly loved me. The day he decided that he was going to fix everything, the puppet master took him from us the very next day. His last words to me “see you later Alligator”. He never fulfilled that promise. He left his little girl behind, with no one to truly love her. Everyone just tries to find new ways to her hurt her and break her down. There’s no one to protect her, her knight in shining armour was stolen.
    I want to go to him….. I need his comforting embrace…. I can’t live without him anymore….
    If god won’t help me get to my daddy then I will help myself, because god helps those who help themselves…..

    • THANX

      SHES DEAD! I HOPE YOU’REHAPPY!!

  80. sak

    I think about committing suicide almost every day. Please tell me the successful way to do it

  81. Donna

    I have a friend who got help and ended it without pain. I am going to use the same guy to help me.

  82. AJ

    I’m almost 44 now. Will be in June. After a drug (kat) addiction of two years I’m clean now for more than four. But getting rid of that stigma and finding employment is impossible now. My wife of 15 yrs divorced me and basically lost my kids or rather I’m not part of their lives. Sick and tired of living from scraps of food, old bread and porridge. I’m all alone and it seems God has decided not to give me a partner again. Tried gassing myself in a car but couldn’t stand the eye burning and got out in time. Drank 225 grams of ant/termite poison about a week ago and now I’ve only got severe stomach aches and cramps. Tried about 4 times tonite to cut the blood flow to brain in the neck without suffocating myself but… Doesn’t work or I’m not doing it right. I’m done with this life and crying and sobbing. Another word for depression is self pity. I even cry if something good happens. Please help with ideas!!

  83. Cate

    Well here I am, not wanting to be here … Life can be cruel to most of us… I am one to mind my business and I don’t bother anyone. I live a private life .. As a child my father left when I was 4. Me, my sister and mother were homeless for many yrs. We bounced from home to home and to different shelters. Some winters I didn’t have a coat ..
    One year my mother sent me to live with my uncle and his family … While living with my uncle he tried to sexually moleste me. Till this day Ive never told anyone. As I got older, I had 2 children by the age of 19 and their father was incarcerated facing 25 yrs to life . My children were only 3 weeks old and 3 yrs old … That was in 1997. And now we are in 2015 …. I am 37 yrs old, every 2 yrs I’m losing my job … My debts are over 20,000 … My lights are due to be turned off in 3 days. I owe rent as well. I was counting on my tax refund and that was taken away from me because I owe student loans … I can’t help my children out with anything. I feel like I have failed at life. I feel as if I’m better off dead and my children are better off without me … As if God doesn’t love me…. Why does God continue to bless those that aren’t in need of any help ???
    At this present time I have 3 children and a god daughter that depend on me for everything and I can’t do anything for them. I cry all the time. My heart is heavy ….. I wish God would just take me away … I tried commuting suicide in the past but the pills were pumped out my stomach and I was placed I a crazy house .. This time around I just want to go … I honestly do believe that I will never be happy. I serve no purpose in life. Why was I placed here, to suffer ??

  84. wondering

    I always wanted to know what it’d be like to die. I don’t want to kill myself because I don’t want to cause that harm to my family and friends. But if I were in a situation where my life was threatened I wouldn’t worry or be mad, I would embrace dying. The world is just too much of a scary and hard place that dying would be an easy alternative and would save some time.

  85. Why do I try any more All is Lossed Why do i feel this i have so much Thought Like Shotting My school or just Leaving and Killing Myself noone will ever Find me EVer ever again

  86. Why should i Live any more This World is THe worest Place.

  87. Mariah

    I’ve been thinking about suicide for over a year now. At my core I am nothing but a sad, pathetic girl. I drag everyone around me down because of my problems and I can tell they are growing to resent me because of it. I developed an eating disorder about a year ago and it has taken a huge toll on not only myself but my family. I am nothing but a burden. I am fat, have terrible acne, I even have disgusting warts that completely cover one of my legs to the point that I can’t wear shorts. I don’t leave my house because I cannot bear how awful I look. I know what others think of me, how truly ugly they think I am. Boys my age have no interest in me unless it involves calling me means names and pointing out my flaws. I’m so young and so sad, I just know it won’t get better… not this time. I’m going to end my life and soon, just trying to decide on the least painful method. I just hope when I go people remember me as the happy girl I once was and not the monster I’ve become.

  88. Sean

    What’s the point?

  89. Jam

    Im tired of everything. The man i love gave up on me. I dont know what to do. Help me.

  90. Greg

    I’ve been mentally sick for many years now and I am going to take the easy way out now. I have put my friends and family through a lot and I thi this will be best for all. I’ve spoke to people but no one understands. I’ve been in hospital spoke to people with my condition but everyone is different and I don’t understand life.

  91. Andy

    I’ve been let down by the most wonderful girl on this planet. After all we had she just decided she doesn’t want it anymore. We had the real fairytale love, so very happy and all so perfect. Got all set up, the house, everything. Then she simply decides to push me away. She says she cares but in reality she doesn’t. And THAT is what hurts the most. My heart burns for her but I’m unloved and empty without her. THERE IS NOTHING THAT COMPARES WITH SUCH PAIN! I want, I NEED to end this suffering now. If I could get a gun I’d use it. There si nothing anyone can say. Been there, heard it all. But it doesn’t lessen this torture, this unbearable pain. I NEED out. Now.

  92. andy

    Donna, can you send me details? I’m desperate to end this NOW. I’m on sirandre@mail.com.

    Please help

  93. UG

    sometimes you have to think about suicide even its not easy but often circumstances make you think that its better to leave this shitty world. Like in my case. I think I am the worst and the useless creature on earth who dont even have the right to live. every next day brings troubles, depression, stress. And the worst feel is that when you know you are the reason for your spouse’s troubles (even if its not your mistake). Right now, i dont know what would I be doing but seriously, I am gonna suicide very soon.

  94. Richard

    I’m alcoholic and I don’t want that bastard to kill me. It would have won.

  95. Richard

    I’m alcoholic and I don’t want this bastard to kill me, I want to do it myself.

  96. Richard

    I don’t want this please.

  97. anon

    Hi,
    I went for help from an infection I was being treated for and depression about it. They destroyed me by putting me on this drug that totally ruined my nervous system. My eyesight is damaged, my sense of touch, my ability to sleep right or have normal sexual feelings. I had worked so so so hard for ten months to get diagnosed and get better for my family and my hope to help other people and the ones I trusted destroyed me with a bad drug they should never give anyone. I was not delusional so I never should have got that drug. Now, I was almost committed to a mental house because of how bad it hurt my body and I could not prove it and I had to admit to lies in court to gain freedom and know I am experiencing more and more brain damage that is not reversible from the withdrawal and my disease that no one is treating now. I want to die very much to escape the loss of everything I held dear and my pride and also the financial shit because I can’t work. I know guns are easy but they are hard to get and they you leave a mess. I contacted a right to die place but they can’t help til you are terminal and no one knows what the hell is wrong with my body except the infection which half the doctors don’t treat. I worked so hard and I want to die because my problem is now permanent though two months ago I had everything to live for. Actually I would take the psychiatrist down too if that weren’t evil and wrong. I want to die with a clean conscience. It’s just that they can ruin someone’s body and life and make you look crazy and leave you in the ditch when all you wanted was HELP.

  98. LostLife

    Ya I’m pretty tired of this life. There is not much if anything to look forward to. I’m in a marriage of almost 30 yrs that for all intents and purposes is a marriage of responsibility, nothing more. No love no attachment no intimacy. Pretty sad in my opinion since I’ve spent all my life just trying to make a living for my family, and do things that would bring happiness to my wife and kids. At least I’m past the two year point of incontestability on my life insurance,so she will get some money. I have thought many times about leaving and trying to start anew, but with all the ancillary problems that would produce, is it really a path to happiness? I think not. Honestly just very sad about the whole thing.

  99. JustAnotherName

    The hope of being cared for and loved is the only thing that has kept me alive thus far, sometimes that hope wears thin.

  100. F u

    I really want to kill myself but I am afraid to. I don’t have the equipments to kill myself painlessly. Yet I don’t want to end my life in pain. Please help. My family doesn’t care about me and I don’t really have friends or a future anyways. And don’t give me all that stupid nice talk. That’s the last fucking thing I want to hear, especially from a stranger.

    • Enderman0304

      Ikr…..Kill me now

  101. DONT DO IT!

    Anyone, do not ever kill yourself. I know things could get rough, but with God, everything will be perfect. Everything will be in perfect place. Just pray to Him and worship Him. When you die, it doesn’t end there, there’s life after death. Believe in God. You’re problems will all end. God is good. Each and everyone of you is amazing. God will never leave you and He is always there. Don’t commit suicide, because suicide is a sin, and you might end up in hell and it would be a lot more worse. I was so sad reading all these comments, so is God because you are all His sons and daughters. Trust me, everything will get better, just trust God with all your heart and soul. Hope I helped. DO NOT EVER COMMIT SUICIDE PLEASE. WORSHIP GOD. :)

  102. TRUST ME

    DON’T KILL YOURSELF! God is right here. Stop worrying. Don’t ever continue killing yourself. Because you will regret it after death I promise. It doesn’t end there. God is real. Worship God and He will answer you and solve all your problems. God is good. Things might only get worse, because suicide is a sin, and you might end up in hell, which is so much worse than what you’re going through. That’s nothing compared to hell. Just worship God. Everything will get better. God is good. Just pray. Trust me. I know I’m only a stranger but I know what I’m doing. Just try it. You’re living for a reason. A wonderful reason. You can get past through everything. :)

    • Enderman0304

      I don’t care

  103. planning to kill myself

    am planning to kill myself.. God does not exist and I proved that.. inspite of my constant prayers and surrendering my life, my spirit and my future to Him.. I keep on financially poor everyday that will surely put us in a state of broke.. i am jobless and could not get employment due to my age and by May 2015 we will be evicted.. where shall I go?

    • Enderman0304

      I am really getting desperate.I mean like today is my birthday.You think I would be all happy right?Yeah right.Nobody even cares about me.95% of my classmates don’t even know when my birthday is.My so-called friends are jerks anyways.

  104. Michael

    In the Suffocation method, death is not caused by carbon dioxide build-up in the bag if one has helium, nitrogen, or some similar gas blowing into the bag enclosing one’s head. The gas displaces both oxygen and carbon dioxide. Build-up of carbon dioxide in the blood is the primary trigger the body uses to detect that it’s suffocating, not lack of oxygen. Though the body does measure blood oxygen (via the carotid body), this doesn’t generate any sensible feedback for most people, which is why many people fail to breathe fast enough at high altitudes, and so suffer anoxia when merely breathing faster would take care of their oxygen needs. For the vast majority of people, breathing pure helium or nitrogen will lead to anoxia, unconciousness, and death without the body “realizing” what’s going on. While I’ve never tried it, it should be painless and quick (brain death in less than 10 minutes).

  105. sg

    I can’t take it anymore. What is the point of my life. My life is just filled with pain. People put you down. My dad treats me like the biggest shit in the world. I guess I’m just a bother for him and everybody else. Well hopefully I will finally find some peace in life today

  106. My birtyday is on the 11/3/15 turning 12. In school I dont get picked on any more. Its out side. I know i am fat. No 1 leaves me alone i always get abbused They beat me up. I tell my mom that i wana die. And she tells me it soon be over that we will have a better life. My real father was never there for me But my step father is always here Just today I went on facebook and I saw that some guys took pic of me up on facebook. When i look at the comments I see that no 1 says stop bulling him all they do is keep torementing him I only have 2 freinds that are there for me. I know sucide is not the answer. I dont think that I am ever gona get better everyday it gets worse. This is what I am gona do wait till my mom goes to work and then sucide I yet dont know if I want to leave her a message on facebook or leave a note but I sure that no one can stop me from sucideing. I think i am going to do it after my birthday so my mom wont feel as bad. I gona tell every one of my family that i love them so I gues I gona do it on the 15/3/15

  107. Allie

    My parents don’t care about me anymore, my cats keep dying, my friends treat me like shit. When I try to talk to them all I get is: “We care! Don’t kill yourself!” They don’t care. By the way people, I’m 12. So if you think you have problems… listen to me. My life is a failure, I am a worthless. stupid, human who doesn’t deserve to live. I literally curled up in my basement with a piece of broken plastic trying to slit my wrists, and cried for 4 hours straight. I think I’m going insane or something. I stopped eating right, I started having weird sleeping problems, I would cry at random times of the day for no reason. But then I talked to my friend, she felt the same way. I looked up some reasons NOT to kill myself. I still want to. But those websites helped me a lot. Now I don’t want to commit suicide as much. Look up, “Why not to commit suicide.” They tell you to think of your loved ones, and think of all the wonderful things you are gonna lose if you kill yourself.
    By the way…. anyone know how much NyQuil it can take to kill me fast?

  108. Andrew

    I wish I was a father at 12 or 13 then maybe I would not be ashamed of myself I am going to be 30 this year and still have not been with any female in any way dating or anything I have always wanted sex and thought about it since I can remember all the way back to age five but because I knew not every young person may think like me I kept to myself on the sidelines and did NOT share my feelings or what was on my mind with ANYone I feel like I should die since I have spent the past 25 years wanting something so much however I never experienced it because I was afraid society would disapprove of me for sexual desires when that is the one normal thing living creatures go through and the United States Religious people frown on Im too old to be able to be honest with a female about not ever being in a relationship they ask why not and I have NO answer at all All I wanted since I was ten was to be a father as soon as possible however I did not want to take away a female’s education

    • Kinectthefuture

      This is why I may go to a gun show this weekend to maybe perhaps pick out a gun or something that will help me I have only brought negativity to my family and I have no friends so why not kill myself it will stop the heart filled pain My country really cares only about money, power, and profits and someone who makes less that $10 an hour will never change the future if they have a learning disability that prevents them from being a successful human being for someone like me it does not matter if I am given the option to go to community college with government help I take two-three times as long as everyone else to get the same schoolwork accomplished and that spells failure If I find a way I may pay someone to kill me so that way it technically would NOT be a suicide in the eyes of the public I may not be rich but I do have common sense to know that the American Dream is a right not a privilege to the richest people in America and that anyone who does NOT believe this should read more

  109. mo

    i am tired of life and struggling and never ending problem with money and help. i have two kids crying all the time and we have no help. my employer is a fucking bastard who reduce the money every year and the rent goes up and up…i reallly wanna crash my car and kill everyone around me.especially the fucking employer and then my kids who dont deserve to live in this uglly world ….i hate god allah and every fucking spritual thing who enjoy seeing us in pain….

  110. Rrrrrr

    Which is the fastest, least painful/messy way. Dont wanna mess up the whole neighbourhood nor get the fucking neighbours talking. My conclusion is probably to jump at a location far away from my residence and leave the contact details on where to send my dead body to. Then i have gmail delay mail app set to send my farewell message to only the people i wanna thank and apologise to… Which will send it out in under 24hours.

    So those who need to know, know. And those who dont need to know will be the last to find out.

    I assume 13 storeys is high enough right? Or 20 is a confirm insta-kill? Any statistics on this?

  111. elizabeth

    my boy friend just broke up with me and im seriously going to cut……

  112. Cr7

    Thankyou :) They wud surely help me

  113. Rrrrr

    I also realise to numb one’s self preservation instinct…apply alcohol to said problem. Be sure to write a proper suicide note so people dont think it was an accident but an actual suicide. So…on another site it says u need minimum 75m height and be sure to land on your head when jumping and landing on a hard ground. That equates to 10 to 15 storeys. So before the jump i plan to drink a bottle of Walker. Once i am more numb i can focus on getting over the ledge and landing head first. Said notes will be mailed out by gmail delayed sending app. No one will have time to react to it to make any speeches. And i am finally set free from this cursed body i am encased in. My mom really aborted the wrong child…she should have aborted me instead but i have to live 30 years of hell to find out.

  114. S

    this was not useful to me at all, none of these methods seem appealing in any way. If anyone knows a fast, painless way please tell me (high success rate as well, I don’t fancy living with a horrible disability for the rest of my life)

  115. Vicki

    I failed at my 2 suicide attempts, and let me tell you life is worst when you survive so make sure you do it properly, I wish I never woke up. After years of suffering you should be able to make a choice and have it certified by a doctor. I think my doctor would put me down like the vet does cause I will never get better and have no one in life. It is cruel for me to have to live.

  116. fran

    My husband choked me and now he blames me for ruining his life, he said last night he wants to separate and he would not marry me if he could do it over, he told me to take the bottle of pills and do everyone a favor.I am alone except for him and my 10 year old…my family is in Washington and I moved to Georgia for my husband and he hates me, tells me I am not worth his time, I should kill myself so I don’t infect my kids, he is right I am insecure and pitiful and weak I have no business living and ruining everyone’s life, I have prescription pain meds and zanex I am going to do it, I just don’t want my 10 to find me so finding a place is tricky…..any ideas.

  117. Friend

    Hello friends…………….. Like many people i too had good times and bad times,some times its hard to belive,some times our happiness in our life may not be equal to sadness..i too had problems,since my 8th standard i was suffering from disability ,the one who used to respect me started teasing me, some of the public laughs at me when i cant hear……. In the begining of my disability i used to feel sad and frustrated when some one calls me deaf or teased me but latter i admitted my defects i proudly said the people that im disabled….why should we feel shy when we didnt do any mistake?why we need to hide ourself? Im not even a toper,i cant hear the class and also financially backward but if you see from other side i feel that im stronger than before because i can study and understand myself without any teaching, now im persuing both chartered accountancy and bachelor of commerce this still doesnt mean that im succesfull,even though i did selfstudy i failed in CA inter but later passed………. As said by one person in the comment its true that there are two failures one is permanent and second is temporary. I can explain it from my story itself. If you see im failure in finance and education which is temporary, its temporary so i passed again and im 19years old so i can work in future to be financially good.now the disability is permanent,i cant change it but the only option left is just admit and proceed further. Some times we feel as we were alone in the universe with cut throat competition,yes its true there is a lot of competition we cant say all had equal capabilities…some and rich some are poor some are good some are bad but everybody is competiting each other he i think we cant created equality but i think everybody thinks that they are in competition…..! You may not recognise your capabilities or how lucky you were when compared to millions,if you feel angry for comparing then just stop comparing with all persons just think that you need to compete yourself……………….. If you feel that you are alone then you are welcome to chat with me.please give me an opportunity.! My email id is sudheerkumarsmart@gmail.com

  118. Friend

    Once imagine how horrible it would be when you made an attempt to kill your self but left alive by loosing all your arms.

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